I won't even give a sign

I miss you and this burning fire will kindle icy sorrow
Deep and tired I won't betray myself with any tear or random line
Silence will be my sorrowful design
I won't say, I won't ask, I won't give you a sign
But I'm holding myself back, so reside
You don't see how my soul is tearing apart
I'm just playing a role while I'm burning in my heart
I wanna call, but I won't dial
My fingers freeze above that cursed button
Cold and still
Your number's like a wound that breathes and burns
But I won't dare to call you back, it turns
I won't say, I won't ask, I won't give you a sign
I'll stay near, but I'm holding myself back, so reside
You don't see how my soul is tearing apart
I'm just playing a role while I'm burning in my heart